Where Am I Putting All that Stuff?

Maybe it was just another one of those expressions Christian use that was supposed to make me feel better.

But it didn’t.

And that made me feel worse because it sounded so spiritual?

And I wanted to be a good Christian.

“Just lay it down. Leave it at the cross.”

Only no matter how I nodded my head and tried to feel better about that concern being at the foot of the cross, it didn’t truly help. It made a little more sense when the saying was used to encourage me to let go of guilt or shame.

But it didn’t help with worry.

Recently a friend and I were talking about giving a huge concern to the Lord. She said,  “I know, I know. I just have to lay it down.”

And suddenly I thought that wasn’t really what I meant at all.

The well-meaning phrases gave me a visual of passivity. A good little Christian should be able to trust God so much that she can just let go and give it to God and walk away from the worry.

In my mind I saw my very real concern wrapped up, almost like a present, laying at the foot of the cross.

I gave it to God. Now I wasn’t supposed to worry anymore. But in the picture in my head my very important concerns were at the foot of the cross. Just LYING THERE. But that’s as far as the visual went. Were they forgotten? How long before God picked them up and DID something?

I can’t tell you how many times the LORD has asked me, “Do you trust me?”

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve had to let go of control, let go of worry, let go of very real problems I couldn’t solve.

There really is something to that. I’m not saying there isn’t. It’s just that sometimes all that Christian verbiage of “lay it down . . . let it go . . . walk away . . . release it to God” don’t really make me feel like letting go.

But what what I’ve learned is when I give something over to God, it’s into his hands. He not only holds it for me, He ACTIVELY works in the situation. He is never idle, never forgetful, never leaving my precious struggles lying forgotten on the ground.





When I’m asked to “let go” it’s not so I can be peaceful while nothing changes. I only let go to LET GOD have the primary RESPONSIBILITY and INFLUENCE in the situation.

I’m not really walking away from my concerns, I’m simply giving them over to His leadership. I’m relinquishing my “right” to be in charge, to think I know best, to try to fix things in my own limited strength and wisdom.

I’m getting my hands far enough away that they don’t hinder the Hands of the Master Fixer, Master Designer, Master Weaver.

And I’m awaiting guidance to do my part.

Because He often has something I’m to do. It’s just not usually the controlling thing I was doing.

I’m never just laying my burden down. I’m always giving it over into more capable hands.

Working hands, not idle hands.


Loving hands, not disengaged hands.


By Richard H Huttemann


Never abandoned. Never ignored. Never forgotten.


Always embraced. Always given attention. Always remembered.



Until next Time,

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7 thoughts on “Where Am I Putting All that Stuff?

  1. paulfg February 9, 2015 at 2:16 pm Reply

    The power of words. The power of one word. The power of The Word. So often we assume we all assume the same assumption! 🙂
    Great words Paula, thank you.

  2. tellthetruth1 February 9, 2015 at 2:52 pm Reply

    It’s like watching a potter, or a weaver at work. Sometimes, our Lord lets us into some of the things He is doing with us. (After the darkness comes the light!) I realise a lot of things which have happened here after a conversation with my Mum earlier today. Think I’m gonna blog about it, too.

    Mammoth, humungous, BIG blessings to you for this one, Paula.

    He never, ever forgets us. I do understand that a bit more, right at this moment.

    • Paula Moldenhauer February 9, 2015 at 8:19 pm Reply

      Looking forward to your blog! Loved your reminder: after the darkness comes the light! I can’t tell you how much it encourages me to hear you say, “I do understand that a bit more right at this moment. God is awesome.

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  4. Niki Turner February 10, 2015 at 12:02 am Reply

    Love it. I visited a new church Sunday. One of the pastor’s prayers was something to the effect of “God is ahead of us” in the future, hands outstretched, ready to receive the things we’re fretting about and worrying over and deal with them before we ever even get there. It’s less of a “lay it at the cross” and more of a “hand off the package” kind of approach. I liked that.

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